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I don’t know about you, but I’ve been a little stressed lately. Because of all the balls I’m constantly juggling in the air—between a full-time job and a modest newsletter empire—I often find myself just kind of in need of stress release at the end of a long week.

And that led me to an area I didn’t expect to see myself recently: Playing modern video games.

As I’ve noted multiple times in the past, I found myself generally turned off by the initial move to 3D gaming back in the late ’90s, an era that many people look fondly on. I didn’t. I don’t know what it was, but I liked the pixelated blocks a lot more. And I think Mario 64 was a huge turnoff for me on modern gaming in general. It took a series I loved and pushed it into an area I didn’t think it needed to go.

Given that, with the combination of me getting older and becoming more internet-obsessed, it game me an offramp on console gaming.

Now, I will admit I’ve had games I’ve turned to over the years that led be to generally break this no-modern-games rule. Shenmue, for the Dreamcast, was basically nerd heaven for me. Quake, which came out before Mario 64, remains a favorite. And there was a period in my 20s where, at a time I lived in South Carolina with nobody close to me living nearby besides my coworkers, I was obsessed with the retro-tinged Cave Story—to the point where, when I brought it up as an example of a great more-modern game, someone had to point out to me that it was more than 15 years old.

I like my video games like I like my alternative rock: Back in the ’80s and ’90s, where it belongs.

Well, until I didn’t. Recently, I decided to start playing more modern games again. I started with an install of the 2016 edition of Doom on Steam, and I’ve basically found myself obsessed. I’ve been slowly trying to get a grasp on more modern gaming—I had a brief flirtation with Stadia about a year ago, when I died about a thousand times in Celeste, but now I’ve moved to Steam, which I use for native games on both Linux and Windows, and Xbox Cloud Gaming, which comes in handy for times I want to play a game on an iPad.

I bought an Xbox controller recently. What the hell happened to me? Is a Steam Deck next?

I don’t tell you about my gaming habits to simply point out that I play video games. I tell you this because I think there’s a truism that a lot of people need to understand in this world of increased stress: We are going to be looking for new solutions to the constant problem of stress. Everything is on the table, and it may put you in a position where you disregard long-held beliefs as you look for some way, any way, to relax a little bit.

I don’t want to oversell this point, but in a way, I kind of do. Don’t be afraid of changing your mindset on things. It might just give you a new way to relax.

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